The Scene of Somebody's Life

I've been trying so long to get in there. No matter how hard I've tried, I fail and keep failing. It's been the hardest time of my life, and it's never this hard. Patience is my last try, and I'm sick now. I've just realized that I'm not that strong. I need a hand to wipe my tears, just like the previous days which full of fears. I feel that it's coming, the time when I should give up and let it go. -kilaz-