A 38,5°C Post

I caught a fever. I'm sick. I hate sick. I hate to make my boyfriend worried. I'm writing this post with a thermometer under my armpit. This is it--38,5°C. I feel so sick. Gratefully, I had an idea to call my boyfriend and asked him to bring me some soup--capcay. He came, and took care of me. Didn't want to lose an opportunity, I asked him to spoon-feed me. Hehehe. Then I slept in the living room with him beside me until my mom came home. Thank you, Uda! Now, I'm going to go to the doctor. My fever doesn't get better. I need a medicine. Pray for me, okay? :-) **widyakilaz**

At least I have something to focus on...

While everyone has started their lives, I'm still here doing nothing. Not literally nothing, but people keep saying that. Yeah, I'm still jobless. Reason? Haha. Because I am not too eager to find one--again, that what people keep saying. I don't fully agree, yeah of course I am eager to find a job. Umm, I just a little bit picky about the schools. I am sure I will get a job soon.

And I am not doing nothing. At least I have something to focus on. I have much progress in running my little business. I have a settled place and a tent now so I am no longer worried about the security tax charged by some particular organizations and the weather. This stuff is in line with my resolutions, so I can't do this carelessly. I hope someday this business will grow bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger than now. Amen. **widyakilaz**

*****

Six more days, Uda will come home. I can't wait for that. I miss him so much! No one can imagine how it feels. Maybe it's just me and him (and them who walk on a long-distance relationship) who know how it feels. More than four months, what a record for me! I couldn't stand not meeting him for more than a week before. But now, I try to accept the reality that I can't meet him everyday anymore. It's hard, but I can do it, right? Maybe it's what is called sacrifice. And, how about belief? I think we can say that too. It's the belief that makes us believe that someday we can be together, however now we're far apart. And it's love that makes us strong and warm and comfortable, that makes us take care of each other's heart from being uneasy. I can't believe you're coming home, sleepyhead! :-*

You're Coming Home

Seven more days, and I can touch you. I can't wait for the day. I miss you so much. I wish I could skip tomorrow's thursday, friday, saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday, and be straight on wednesday. The day when I can touch you, hold you, hug you, kiss you, be with you. When there's no distance between us--literally. **widyakilaz**

A Story of Virgo and Libra Waving a White Flag (Again)

Virgo-Libra

Hello, blogwalkers! Hehe. I want to tell about something. This morning, I "talked" with Septi, the ex-girlfriend of my ex-boyfriend--the one I told you in the previous post several months ago, remember? Well, there was a misunderstanding between me and her for quite a long time. This made me feel uneasy, a little bit uncomfortable actually. After explaining and regaining some explanation, finally it's gone. We're cool, and I'm very happy. **widyakilaz**

2012: ME AGAINST THE WORLD

It's new year, finally. Two thousand and twelve, the number mentioned a lot years before because of the doom's day issue. Me? I don't really believe in the gossip, but I believe it as the more challenging year than before. Well, just like the other people, I just wanna be better and live a better life. I had all my resolutions done last years, and I hope my resolutions this year will be better than done.

1. Get a job. Be an inspiring teacher.
2. Expand my 'little' business. Be more serious and innovative in running it.
3. Build my insight. Backpack to another country.
4. Have a new look for my room. Design it the way I like.

Yeah! That's what has been written, but not a boundaries of getting bigger achievement. Dreams will definitely come true, only as long as we make efforts on it. For me, dreams will guide me to know what to do and how to reach it.

By the way, it's not only me who makes new year resolution. Hihihi... My MP also get me to make  a new year resolution for us. He said that in 2012, we will not have a fight. Yup! I don't want to have a fight too, my dear Sleepyhead. It's very exhausting, you know? :-)

Just to share, last week I have a quite exciting holiday. For a week, I had a Java trip to Jogjakarta, Solo, and Semarang. I visited Malioboro, Tawangmangu, and Lawang Sewu. Not only the three places actually, but it needs so much time to mention all of the places--Kraton Jogja, Prambanan, Taman KB, Mesjid Agung Jawa Tengah, and many more. For the first time, I ate rabbit sate  and tahu gimbal. It's really delicious! Srluupp...

Prambanan Temple, Central Java, Indonesia

Gerojogan Sewu Waterfall, Tawangmangu, Central Java, Indonesia

Lawang Sewu, Central Java, Indonesia

Well, to avoid you of being jealous, I think I'll end my story here. Hihihi. See you! Don't forget to have good days and a good life from now on, fellas!! Hug and kiss. **widyakilaz**