Blood Donation: Am I able to do it?

Last night, my brother said that a couple days ago he went to PMI (Palang Merah Indonesia) in purpose to donate his blood. Unfortunately, his Hb (hemoglobin) was too high that he was not be able to donate. Moreover, I have just also visited Indry's blog. I read her post about her donating her blood.

Your blood saves others' lives.

I have been interested in donating too. But, I am afraid to go there by myself (hehehe, so immature). Despite the fact, I have low blood pressure too. I'm still curious whether or not I am able to donate my blood. I really want to. You may say that I just follow others, but I think following others' good habit is also good, isn't it? **widyakilaz**

What the hell, I am being super sensitive again!

Am I too much if...

...I want to know every single things about you?
...I want to know about what's bothering you?
...I want to be your shoulder to cry on?
...I am jealous when you offer to pick up another girl so easily?
...I don't want you to be with me only when you're happy?
...I want to be the first person who knows everything about you?
...I want you to tell me your things, good or bad?

Damn. I am being super sensitive again, almost because of the same topic. I hate to feel this actually. But I can't help myself out. Do you know? I...sometimes cannot feel your love--when this feeling comes up. I feel being ignored. I feel that you don't need me like I need you. Sometimes I feel that you don't have time for me. But for your friends, you always do. Well, I know that I am not as precious as your friends who have known you for years. I'm new in your life. Should I ask you to choose: me or your friends?? This is too much. If I am asked the same questions, maybe I prefer to die. Arrghh...  I think I am just being silly. I still love you. Not even reduced. -kilaz

How fun!

Review kegiatan hari ini:
1. fesbukan, ym-an, youtube-an
2. trying black eye liner out
3. mengunjungi ikan lele
4. makan soto kudus dan nasi pecel
5. nge-beat sama bapak
6. 'maen' gitar, freaking out, sotoy2-an
7. ngecat pager kebon belakang
8. nemenin bapak gw nebang2in pohon

Rencana besok:
1. nyuci baju
2. ke pameran flora&fauna di lapangan banteng
3. ke pasar baru, 'liat2' canon 500d
4. beresin 'kandang2' gw

It's gonna be fun!!! x)

I am not emo...

"Losing Grips"

"I am not emo!" Hehehe. Keren. Pertama kali liat kata-kata ini di friendsternya salah satu anak jurusan bahasa Indonesia. Btw, maap ya nge-quote kata-katanya tanpa ijin. Ngomong-ngomong, sebenernya gw gak terlalu ngerti emo itu apa. Yang gw tau, emo itu identik sama black , tears, and sadness. Hohoho. Sotoy banget. -kilaz-