This is not a "Bizzare Love Triangle", because no one can slip between us...

 

"We are only humans who have too much love to be shared alone." -kilaz

Jayme Dee, Another Cool Girl

Just like usual, I'd love to surf any of the internet contents. And what I'm used to do is surfing videos. Well, when I'm signing in my YouTube account, I found this cool girl accidentally. Her name is Jayme Dee. She sings and plays guitar. She uploaded many videos covering many songs from various artists. This is her account if you'd like to see her. She started her debut in 2010 with a single: Love Whiplash which she wrote herself. You can also download the song from here. And, here is the lyric: 

Love Whiplash!

Written by Jayme Mackinga
and Adam Stidham

I never know if you're serious
It's all so vague and mysterious
With me and you
Just when I think we're on solid ground
You pull the rug out and knock me down

Are you just trying to play with me?
Do you get joy from my misery?
I'd like to think
It's just a phase and we'll work it out
But you keep jerking my heart around

Now I've caught a classic case of love whiplash
You push me off and then you pull me back
Please could you tell me if you're being sincere
Cause darlin' I can't stand to cry another tear

I'm losing count of the damages
My heart is covered in bandages, it's what you do
I'm not so hard to accommodate
Just get a clue or get on your way

Cause now I've caught a classic case of love whiplash
You push me off and then you pull me back
Please could you tell me if you're being sincere
Cause darlin' I can't stand to cry another tear

It's not a long conversation
Don't want to waste all your precious time
It's not a difficult equation
A simple yes or no will do fine

Cause I've got a bad case of love whiplash
Now I've caught a bad case of love whiplash
Yeah, now, now, now,

Now I've caught a classic case of love whiplash
You broke my heart and now you want it back
Please could you tell me if you're being sincere
Cause darlin' I can't stand to cry another tear

Now I've caught a bad case of love whiplash, oh, oh
Now I've caught a bad case of love whiplash!

This is really a good song from a cool singer. She sings perfectly. Enjoy! :) -kilaz

Dear God, please take care of this guy because I love him...

*MONDA PERDANA*

"I love you because you plant butterflies in my tummy..."

Title: Butterflies in My Tummy

Artist: Mocca

Album: Dear Friends

I have butterflies flying around inside my tummy when I'm with you

I hear bell-chimes ringing blown by wind of spring when I'm with you

Oh, this tingling feeling makes me wanna jump makes me wanna shout across the room

Oh, this feeling of longing but damn, it's so blinding

I just can't tell if I feel happy or sad

I hear blue birds singing up around the tree when I'm with you

I see rainbows appearing everywhere I go when I'm with you

Oh, this tingling feeling makes me wanna sigh

makes me wanna fly across the moon

Oh, this feeling of longing but damn, it's so blinding

I just can't tell if I feel happy or sad

I have butterflies flying around inside my tummy when I'm with you

***

If you read this, yes, it's (still) totally for you! -kilaz

My Friends said: "Go get the one that you love..."

Yang namanya rahasia, akhirnya akan kebongkar juga... Hmm, masih terkait dengan postingan yang sebelumnya, akhirnya gw menyimpulkan kalo temen2 gw lebih mendukung kalo gw mengejar orang yang gw sayang, dengan catatan gw harus memastikan perasaan orang tersebut. Persyaratan yang sangat sulit buat gw. Selama ini, gw fine-fine aja kayak gini. Tapi lama-lama gerah juga. Pengen deh bilang terus terang. Sahabat gw, Uma bilang kayak gini:

Kalo emang ga kuat, maka sudahi saja. Dengan cara menurunkan sedikit ego dan gengsi dan kemudian katakan sejujurnya. Karena tak semua orang bisa disadarkan hanya dengan sindiran. Maka maksud utama lah yang harus diutarakan. Ini lebih baik daripada harus menyakiti hati sendiri terus menerus. :D Save the last bullet!

Save the last bullet. Itu kata-kata terakhir yang dibilang Uma. Ya. The last bullet itu emang harapan gw satu-satunya yang gw simpen selama berbulan-bulan. Well, banyak hal yang bikin gw bertahan sampe sekarang. Dia yang tidak peka itu, bahkan mungkin menganggap itu cuma lelucon. Gak ngerti, tapi gw ngerasa belom saatnya berterus terang tentang hal ini. Gw belum siap. Emang sih ketidakpekaan dia semakin lama semakin membuat gw sedih, tapi gw masih pengen selalu di samping dia, mungkin bukan sebagai pacar. Sahabat gw, Uwie, bilang kalo gw terlalu berharga untuk tersakiti seperti ini.

Sabar sayaaang, gak selamanya apa yang kita inginkan bisa menjadi milik kita. Emang bener, gak mudah untuk ngelepas itu semua. Tapi gak baik juga kalau kita terus terusan menyakiti diri kita sendiri.. Diri kamu terlalu berharga untuk itu.. :)

Hehehe. Pastilah sahabat kita bilang begitu. Namanya juga sahabat. Hmm... Cinta tidak harus memiliki. Pribahasa yang indah, tapi gw gak sepenuhnya setuju. Pribahasa itu, setelah gw pikir-pikir, cuma untuk menghibur orang yang cintanya bertepuk sebelah tangan. Hehehe. Mulai dah sotoy gw... Oia, senior gw, Ka Toni, bilang gini:

True love doesn't mean that U've gotta own someone, but how you give the best to someone U love to own something. God knows better what the best is for U, my dear. Don't waste your life span just for nothing, let it be, let it be. Let bygone be bygone. :-D

Maaf ka, tapi kayaknya aku tetep belum setuju. Hehehe... Ya udahlah. Mungkin dia yang tidak peka itu memang harus diingatkan dan disadarkan. Ya Allah, sadarkan dia. Masa sih selama ini gak sadar-sadar... Perasaan gw udah nunjukin kalo gw care sama dia. Dasar tidak peka. Udah berapa lama sih dia kenal gw? Kok gak sadar-sadar...? Ckckck. Aduh. Pusing jadinya. -kilaz-

You fall in love. You don't know what to do.

Contagious

by Avril Lavigne 

When you're around I don't know what to do
I do not think that I can wait
To go over and to talk to you
I do not know what I should say
And I walk out in silence
That's when i start to realize
What you bring to my life
Damn this guy can make me cry
[Chorus]
It's so contagious
I cannot get it out of my mind
It's so outrageous
You make me feel so high
All the time
They all say that you're no good for me
But I'm too close to turn around
I'll show them they don't know anything
I think I've got you figured out
So I walk out in silence
That's when i start to realize
What you bring to my life
Damn this guy can make me smile
[Chorus]
I'll give you everything
I'll treat you right
If you just give me a chance
I can prove I'm right
[Chorus X2]
All the time

Contagious. Salah satu Lagu Avril Lavigne di albumnnya The Best Damn Thing. Pas banget buat orang yang lagi jatuh cinta dah nggak tau harus berbuat apa. Hehe. Ada lagi nih lagu yang sejenis dengan genre yang berbeda. Pasti udah tau kan lagu When You Love Someonenya Endah n Rhesa di album Nowhere to Go? Hoho. Jadi, kalo kamu lagi ngalamin kejadian ini, saatnya membiarkan kedua lagu ini mengalun di playlist kita! :) -kilaz-

When You Love Someone

by Endah n Rhesa 

I love you but it's not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you're still in my dream
And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...
I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”
And I can't stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...
And I never thought that I'm so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can't be wrong
Don't ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way....
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

Blind Love (Bagian Dua)

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Hari demi hari berlalu tanpa kehadirannya. Dia terlihat baik-baik saja. Sedangkan aku? Aku terpuruk oleh perasaanku sendiri. Masih dengan kebisuan, dan ketidakjujuran. Keangkuhan memaksaku tak mampu mengutarakan perasaan hati yang terdalam. Aku terpuruk. Aku mati. Setidaknya dalam makna konotasi. -kilaz-

Blind Love (Bagian Satu)

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Cinta. Ah, aku sebenarnya sudah tidak lagi ingin berbicara tentang cinta. Tapi cintaku padanya kian membesar. Celakanya, tak sedikitpun dia mengetahuinya. Setiap waktu, yang ada di pikiranku hanya dia. Aku benci mencintai dia. Aku benci menjadi sensitif. Bahkan, aku tak suka dia berhubungan dengan teman lawan jenisnya! Berlebihan. Sungguh berlebihan. Tapi itulah efek cinta yang aku rasakan. Aku menjadi cemburu setiap waktu. Cemburuku tidak pandang bulu. Aku cemburu pada sahabatnya, aku cemburu pada sahabatku, aku cemburu pada siapapun yang bisa dengan mudah berbicara dan berada di dekatnya. Cintaku membuatku ingin menguasai dia. Aku ingin memilikinya! Aku ingin tangan itu hanya untuk menggenggam tanganku. Aku ingin bibir itu hanya untuk mengecup bibirku. Aku ingin tubuh itu hanya untuk memeluk diriku. Sungguh egois bukan? Padahal, semua itu milikNya. Cintaku sungguh buta. Aku tidak tahan mencintainya! -kilaz-