Dear Lover

I really can't handle this alone. I can't always do everything by myself. I don't only need a lover but also a partner, a friend, a brother, a dad, an advisor, a teacher, a leader, and it seems you're not ready to be any of them. It's always up to me, and you just don't give solution. Moreover, you don't rarely get away. And it just makes me feel worse. I love you, so much. Nobody can ever doubt that. But Dear, I'm really in a bad confusion. I need you to help me, to figure it out. I can't really do this alone. -kilaz